MAY
2025
april 28
dear sean and kristen,
you are going to hell.
*sigh*
earlier this weekend
So
I looked up the etymology of the
word intellectual,
and the word means learning or
trying to understand or
something like that so I realize
that maybe the reason that I
don’t feel intellectual anymore
is that I don’t feel there’s
much more to learn
when i saw a
garage door being cleaned i
wondered why i do t own a
garage door- i did own one
once -
but the life goals need to be
the same - do suburban ites
have same goals
ernie obviously
didn't like life , at the end
was it because of me ?
perhaps.
i mean i wasn't
actually a bad person i liked
people and was a good mother
but now i'm not sure i don't
like the people who don't like
life...
april
25
i guess as we
get older , those of us who read and learn
,
sorta don’t see much that’s new info
anymore so there’s not much stimulation
anymore
i’ve been trying
yo listen to interest videos for a while
but nope not much
there's just not much interesting
anymore...
i guess that's age.
*sigh*
april 24
important
easy peasy meeting moved to tuesday
yay lmp
one more week lollllllllllllllll
9:20 am
talk to marc
9.30
betty messaged u about the moon
odd
as
fuck
lol
april 21
1:32 pm
easter monday:
bizarre easter weekend:
however:
certain things went very well.
for the more important people.
in
1930, this Baptist church has
13,000 members,
making it the largest African-American
church in NYC
and the largest Baptist Congregation in the
world.
It
was handed to his son Adam Clayton Powell Jr
in 1937.
He had charisma, power, and notoriety, and
spellbinding preaching,
which was the driving force behind
the church's significant influence
in the African American Community.
Adam
Clayton Powell Jr. (November
29, 1908 – April 4, 1972)[1] was
an American Baptist pastor and politician
who represented the Harlem neighborhood
of New York City in
the United States House
of Representatives from
1945 until 1971. He was the first African American to
be elected to Congress from New York, as
well as the first from any state in the Northeast.[2] Re-elected
for nearly three decades, Powell became a
powerful national politician of the Democratic Party,
and served as a national spokesman on
civil rights and social issues. He also
urged United States presidents to support
emerging nations in Africa and Asia as
they gained independence after colonialism.
i will visit that church one day.
april 17
another
item he hasn't replied to
random thursday with a weird brain
tiktokliveallnight ruins my sleep
jughmeet
easter coming but well no easter
ahhh
april 16
another item he hasn't replied to
my hourly rate was not updated
he did not reply to my message
did not correct it either
i have to reply to him.
i cannot make a mistake or a man shits on me.
but a man can fuck up and that's OHHH KAYYY.
and when i wake up shit like this (even though i
slept alot)
I don't gaf what people think when i post on
social media.
it's much better that way.
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a list of things
my middle name
i moved to California
i worked in Stockholm
i concieved in Stockholm
i have a diary online
i live in the city
i love new york city
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april
14
april 13
sunday
8:54am
long night, after tennis,
several night snacks
she spoke to me
and then again just now
as my ears ring and as i perform
dermotillomania
while drinking third coffee ...
not a wakeup coffee time
when you are the only human being that takes
care of you
imagine.
imagine being taken care of?
what a strange thing.
imagine living with someone who puts garbage
out before the bag is full?
imagine living with someone who picks up a
doggie pot before you do?
imagine someone making sure that there's no
more coffee?
or even more incredible, imagine if he used
the last coffee, and went to find the next one
and put it next to the coffee maker?
IMAGINE?
nope. i cannot.
just suck it up poots.
april 12
she works all day on april
14
my mother was surprised that she visits his grave
my duplex has character
and so do i.
friday night, royalmount mall w. CA-MG.
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april 11 friday
it is
literally memorabilia month...
there are things i have done
...
example in 1997
i flew to washington DC january 24 to meet this
person
and we shook hands with al gore at this even.
https://www.si.edu/exhibitions/24-hours-cyberspace%3Aevent-exhib-4161
and then shortly after ernie got a job in LA and
we moved to LA
i love you america.
i always will.
bless you, Siemens family from Spain, millions of
hearts are broken
again
and
again
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april 10 thursday
perhaps all my diaries saved my brain
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april 9
7:17 am
again.
about stupidity.
leaving a project manager do whatever it takes
them to fix things is stupid.
i am a bit stupid
but the waste of money they do
is stupider.
perhaps paying them is not stupid
since we do all ten jobs.
but even the Chinese guy agrees with me.
tuesday april 8
8:41am
i used to
write my deepest thoughts here
nowadays my deepest thoughts are not writable
not legal
not positive
not good
not helpful
not well written
not useful
not creative
not anything
welcome to old age little poots
monday april 7
8:13am
waiting waiting waiting
that's pretty much all i do.
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april 6
8:30am
waking up is rough
sunday with useless family
memorabilia isn't always easy peasy
time passes
people pass
five years next tuesday will be ten years
tomorrow.
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april fourth
friday
approximately 8:13 am
downtown last night, 34
dollars, grumpys, doggy, livie.
some depressing things but
let's move forward. i logged
on early. i paid all
the bills. not true. i paid many. energir, MC,
Amex, Visa, rent, Mazout. Heating, clothing, food,
rent, heating, clothing food, rent.
i found a 5 dollar Altec lansing speaker! in
terrebonne! yay. i will go get it this weekend.
i made yummy chicken soup last night.
not much going on today at work.
trade war ongoing.
tiktok war ongoing.
alcohol war ongoing...
memorabilia month
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april 3
11:40 AM
economic earthquake.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6aaTA3zNixs
Carney is live.
i slept.
new ERD.
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april 2025.html
here i am
april 2nd
9:50 am
meeting
at 10.
i
shaved a green pensil.
i
posted pretty video
and
posted art.
Nostalgia
is back...
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