all bills paid.
8:02 am

dec.11


it's the same conversations forever.













why are the forecasts so different 
we grew up and forecast snow was “snow”
now it’s super detailed 
so yeah everything is detailed
do less people get hurt now ?



Yes, car accidents have significantly reduced in Canada
over the past 50 years, both in absolute numbers
and as a rate of population and drivers and vehicles.

since 1975:


Remarkable numbers, because:
population has increased by 64%
number of drivers increased by 124%
number of vehicles increased by 129%
...


dec. 10


 forecast today:

Yellow Forecast:

Impact Level: Moderate

Forecast Confidence: High

What:

15 to 20 centimetres of snow When: From this morning into Thursday evening. Where: Greater Montreal Area Additional information: On Thursday, winds will be strong and will cause blowing snow, locally reducing visibilities. Travel will likely be challenging. There may be a significant impact on rush hour traffic. Visibility will likely be reduced at times. Allow extra time for travel.




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dec. 10





i used to really like her
but now i realize why they are who they are.
i doo feel bad that they never had kids.
i'm 100% sure she wanted some.


jamiemessage




dec 9




i wrote the whole world.
what do i write now?



happy 10:21
dec. 8




discuss how right wingers just want to be happier
they don’t care about left wing conversations because those conversations are too serious 

i’ve sort of moved a bit

because i want to live my life … after grief, we want to live.

because there’s not much we can do to change anything

or anyone … 

people aren’t going to give a f what you tell them













wait, does she have ANY male friends...?

now i'm curious.
ahh. i remember, she explained she hates the city, hates people.
right.


also remembeer, he said he didn't want to interact with people he doesn't know.

dec. 5













ok i'm going to document this for my brain.
dec. 3
happened on dec. 2

brain debating who to mention it to.
should not have mentioned.
"i dropped off some gifts for kids"
"I WANTED TO DO THAT didn't you remember that we discussed we were going to do that together??"
...
"no"
...

"... second one, hold on, give me a minute


"can i drop you off here"
...
rant rant rant
"just don't drive me"
...

"ok"






Twitter:


when we moved here in 2011, the c#nt upstairs didn't let me bring my father's 80 year old piano into this apartment.
she has left, and now, the new people upstairs bounce on a treadmill for hours, drop shit on my ceiling all night long, and run down the stairs.






there's alot i would write.
but i won't. lol.

i'm a bit slow.

dec. 2




















White Rabbits

i have feelings and care about the world.
my brain has been conditioned to think and feel certain ways.

my brain is wired differently.
so if your brain is wired differently
am i differently interpreting my own brain????






there are different things that make you realize if you are different.
also, you might be the same in some ways.
but different in others.
expectations, assumptions.




Turning off our brain is a full time job.
...

Well, if you actually have emotions.





dec. 1



the list is huge 
he doesn’t support my social media 
none of them would watch all my videos and comment to support me


(topics: social media: generations: MBTI types: what else?)
(Emily Finn)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVZ3UGTJa4Y