feb

       This is 1 Place Ville Marie
Building my father worked in for  33 years
and me in the opposite one, 5 PVM for 10 years.
 


                    jan 31

6:50am
once or twice a year

i  sleep all night

then  i dream about slowly waking up
in peace and quiet
in the  house i pay  for
in freshcoffee
without a dog
without a mess
without 
while drinking cold coffee and watching the dog shit

and without 

but Lord god no,


why did  i buy a fucking plot
omfg i could just end up in an urn

and i calculate the cost of my life
at 6am on my  phone in bed
life  sucks people 




        sunday

my ilfe is here online
1996: this website
2008 facebook
2009 youtube
2008 Twitter
2023 TikTok



SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes, i  paid for a crazy  amount of shit during the pandemic
but we needed  those two cars to drag peole  up  and back north







friday freeday (pre coffee)

jan 26


bad wake up, fuck you upstairs.
friday ruined
(post coffee)






















jan25



7:42aM!

estj







jan  24

822am
wed 
brain
ouch


governance

timesheets!
wednesday!
money!
lies!
don't care!
please support me!











jan 22
Monday better; 
let's hope it's good
monday early
got out of bed
monday morning,
it was better than last week
this monday  morning, ears ringing again
but
monday mornin,
better brain than last week

thank God
Count the hours down
tolerate the ESFP




SUNDAY COLD JAnUARY  21
the bold paste is driving me nuts
the sensors sending me pics drives me nuts
which is weird because i used to care about all that stuff
but i got older
i have  changed
those people haven't contacted me in 30 years
so why would i care

that's not my life anymore
maybe you are still connected to the past,
but i am not.
yes it's sad.
ernie's gone
that's my life.
it's gone.












friday jan 19

i'm already convinced they hate me because  i
haven't  fixed anything  lol

Steve asked if i'm Happy lol

i'm not awake  yet  it's 9;21
i woke at  7 then back to sleep til 8:40


yay nay











jan  18

7:32 am

anger from pasting bold;
ringing ears;
bursting heat from the radiator
sore back
kleenex required
IBS wakeup!











jan  17

WISH ME  LUCK

$1360  chaching $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$




                     






                          jan 16


sleeepover 80 hours braindead;
made it out of bed
made it on a call looking pretty
one useful chat
quick ride into the  airport
bumped into Allie yay and steve is awkward
none of that was my issue
got remote  access from the sweet  Indian guy
made it home.
did not have to talk about myself on that call with twenty french
                                                       louisefacejan16
























jan 14


933 AM
sicky week
coldy  sunday
worky monday

Lady Di  night  time videos

what  if you think he's an asshole
...
   
            what if he IS an asshole???








jan 12


9;37AM

SICK week
(but at 3am, oh no no no, i'm wide awake)

i wonder if she found out that i told Marc B that the project was


She had cancelled the project because the new CIO wanted to hire someone to build the tool instead of spending 76k.
The project had been requested a year prior and nothing happened.
we started the project with a vendor back and forth and we’re about to kick it off and she cancelled it.
I asked her what I should tell the business engineer. she said 
“don’t tell him”


Few weeks later he emailed me.
I called him and told him that IT was going to hire someone to do it instead.
(completely stupid, actually now that i think of it, they couldn’t even get the expensify done).
 there is NO way that they would have gotten that tool built in house (complex engineering tool)


so i ended up saying to him 
- i shouldn’t say this but as a professional PM,
I should let you know that that’s not gonna happen in a year.
so he realized he just needed to get it done himself and thanked me. 


she never even went back to the list of business applications requests
that hadn’t been done when the program manager was hired.

    instead of managing the team or the department,
    she just ran around left right and center all day. 

 









jan 10


10:21 !

sick all night, a little better now
job contract arrived LOL
from the wrong company LOL




jan 9

9:34am

sick



jan 8


10:54am

not caring about money
    this is such a treasure
       













































jan 7


8:20am


cold and snowy sunday
warm and itchy earday
slightly stiff and back day
but sorta  slept all night day

a standard sip and type day





















































January 6
rip Guillermo
i used to mention people's birthdays
now i mention deaths


10:00am

new year
epiphany
tree down
oka
chats
bill
no more cash
not too hungover thankgod
mark's birthday
and...

        jan. 6
insurrection 2021