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jan 31 came and so did february 2025

jan 30
8:21am
2:06 am
horrible sleep
horrible night
horrible news
horrible politics
horrible mistake
flight 5342 Potomac river mid air collision
january 29, 848pm
  • first fatal incident for American Airlines since Flight 587 on November 12, 2001.
  • First major commercial plane crash in the US since Feb 12, 2009
  • Many young figure skaters going home...


I really, really, do hope that it is not related to trumpet's removing employees from Air transport.















jan 29
3:25pm
  1. snow
  2. snow
  3. snow

23-Jan

doggiefood
Stanley
biweekly CRA check
Bell
andrea

laura bday gift and mail the christmas ones... pay bills live life first.
Louise

energir - i
CL interest 149
visa desjardins i actually used it the other day...
in theory should pay to MC what i spent last week...
Fido due 18 jan
RRSP SAVE MONEY - ugg. not sure this will happen...
food...................maxi - 33
i just paid the jan30 min payment
25 to chloe... gas, maxi again ...
CL interest 149
make sure to leave enough cash to live life.



jan 28



be careful. a lot of posts trigger ostracism. when the radical right wingers see intelligent posts, their brain jumps quickly back into their little reality even deeper, because it scares them to have to think about anything that might determine that their world isn’t valid.
jan 24
9:46 am


friday.
slept. IBS a little.
cold again!
walked w. Chloe last night.
work i am not stupid. (i knew we would need a new PO and PSOW on gen decom. if we were closing the 700000032672 PO)
work no one tells me shit but i'm supposed to run the show (MHI hasn't paid access since sept)

in any case.
all good.
it's friday.
tomorrow is saturday and we are going up north. yay. sadly yay so i can live my own life.and go up north with a sober birthday party.
in any case.
i have to shower.
9:50am
i am hungry.
i bought food but there's none left.
i need to post my budget of food cost.













jan 23
9:21 am


black and white thinkers...
lacking in lateral creativity of thought...
intellectually arrogant...
overly confident in the thoroughness of their rationality
(when in reality, the vast majority of the time, there are enormous gaps in their reasoning that they either aren’t aware of, or know about but just won’t admit to)

bulldoze people during debates/arguments/conversations (misinterpret their opponent’s unwillingness to further engage with them as a victory)
how common it is for them to react with visceral rage to anyone who challenges them (especially in front of other people)

general lack of empathy (especially those whose struggles they can’t personally relate to)
paradoxically sensitive ego



jan 22

8:13am

when i sleep, my brain is on.
thank you, Bombardier.


























jan 21

7:39AM
beaucoup de birthdays





both sides now
                 
jan 20

sad day...
8:52 AM
in a meeting...

morning usa...


meeting








jan 18

linktree updated

went live the day before tiktok might be banned in the USA

joined twitch











jan 17

he  doesn’t have friends. . . 
he’s actually a bad person...
his friends are cuban and russian , so that he cannot be very canadian
i wonder what he has in common with the girlfriend … 
1. supports Putin 
2. visits Russia 
3. Has a girlfriend 
4. parties in Cuba
louise, you are fooled
or just too nice.








 jan. 16
10:18 am
when you sleep all night, the brain works so differently.
it goes back to normal in one sense but also kinda makes you panic in another.
it allows you to actually be real, in real life.
you can plan stuff, you can do stuff, you can get stuff done.
however.
you can also realize the other stuff...
like reality...
the world ...
what's going on in the entire world ...
and anything else that our ENTJ brains can contemplate...

black and white.
kinda cool.
kinda hot.








 



jan. 14
7:59 am
i was in a building, showing photos on cards to someone who asked why i drew a light switch
and then the building fell. when it hit the bottom, we crawled under a table, nothing else seemed to happen
because it woke me up.

gave me a sore back though.
sore head too.

i hope work doesn't crash, thought i made a good decision at 3am...


yup, the building crashed...

MHI should be able to provide evidence of missing data since we've kept 17 users connected for that purpose.

We cannot act on "thinking" and "maybe missing". If we can demonstrate that data is missing, fine, we'll correct. Otherwise, MHI need to stop their claims.

 

If needed, bring me in your meeting, but make sure we're bullet proof 😉






                    

 jan. 13
12:01 noon
made it to monday.
meetings are simple and dumb and painful for my smart brain
companies are dumb and painful for my brain
people just kiss ass but they believe it's authenticity
my  authenticity is not fake authenticity


I just figured something out. I am so freaking slow. I just realized that the reason that I was being so authentic in these meetings is because all the men were being authentic with each other and so my brain determined that I could also be authentic. What I didn’t realize and what I just realized this moment before my next meeting with the same people is that they’re all typical … something … just normal people ….
so their authenticity is not at all the same type of authenticity as mine.


 
                      jan. 7
9:31 am
made it to tuesday.
ears ringing.
ringing la la la
goodbye meetup :P i'm grown up again
once you have money, you can make choices

miserable people have built a world where they blame politicians for their misery in order to get
support from each other and to avoid any response from who they fault.

               





                           jan. 6
2:47 pm
craycraydayday

trudeau quit
first day back at work
no meeting at 8:15AM T.G.

hannah in hospital on her bday

epiphany
jan 6 usa fame day

chloe taking care of herself. fingers crossed. bless you.