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June  2023 has arrived.           first vacation since october 2021.


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july arrived



june 14
8:31 am











june 13
8:09 am

i miss my old life
do we all

sip sip sip

tuesday town day

i brought my brain









June 11
8:54 AM

12:53


When I was young I never needed anyone And making love was just for fun Those days are gone
Living alone I think of all the friends I've known But when I dial the telephone Nobody's home
All by myself Don't wanna be All by myself Anymore
Hard to be sure Sometimes I feel so insecure And loves so distant and obscure Remains the cure
All by myself Don't wanna be All by myself Anymore
All by myself Don't wanna live All by myself Anymore
When I was young I never needed anyone And making love was just for fun Those days are gone
All by myself Don't wanna be All by myself Anymore
All by myself Don't wanna live
Don't wanna live By myself, by myself Anymore By myself Anymore
All by myself Don't wanna live
I never, never, never Needed anyone




Songwriters: Sergei Rachmaninoff / Eric Carmen









June 9


friday
1:39pm

mid-day friday; chilly but alive
survived yesterday's panic attacks, thank you for  being strong chloe.

I've been waiting for june for a long time.
it is here.
do i have 7,000 dollars?
not yet
but as long as i sleep i'm fine.

and i slept last night, strangely, god must have bowed  down on my panicking yesterday
yes i have some pain in my chest and some ringing ears
but i will make it through tonight.

bbq night.
friday.




payday june 1   
3,353.95

balance june 11  469.03


Food/Drinks= 700$ in 10 days



Jun 10, 2023
Honey Martin+ 20 cash (2 drinks)
-$43.50


Jun 10, 2023
blouse for wedding shower because i have no blue clothes
-$92.04


Jun 10, 2023
wedding shower gift - Kate spade frame
-$127.35


Jun 10, 2023
Blue sweater
-$11.49


Jun 10, 2023
food
-$37.75


Jun 10, 2023
Maxi food + Tide + dog stuff
-$108.57


Jun 10, 2023

-$15.98


Jun 10, 2023
letter mailed to Jenny
-$2.23


Jun 10, 2023

-$22.83


Jun 9, 2023
BBQ food
-$30.00
-$2,134.82
Jun 9, 2023
propane bombone
-$39.08


Jun 9, 20
3 bottles of wine  for BBQ (CHEAPEST available)
-$36.45


Jun 9, 2023
berries for BBQ
-$10.69


Jun 9, 2023
Neo card payment
-$27.49


Jun 8, 2023
last loan payent RBC
-$104.66
-$1,991.11
Jun 8, 2023
Car loan payment
-$232.68


Jun 7, 2023
MC payment
-$263.36
-$1,653.77
Jun 6, 2023
Wifi up north
-$126.47
-$1,390.41
Jun 6, 2023
TIM HORTONS
-$9.16


Jun 5, 2023
To Andrea
-$40.00
-$1,254.78
Jun 5, 2023
Dollar store
-$72.14


Jun 5, 2023
wine
SAQ
-$14.45


Jun 5, 2023
Groceries for6 days
SUPER C ST JACQ
-$203.36


Jun 2, 2023
youtube
-$2.50
-$924.83
Jun 2, 2023
transfer
-$15.00


Jun 2, 2023
Dogfood
-$104.31


Jun 2, 2023
ESSO GAS
-$91.02


Jun 2, 2023
groceries metro
-$63.92


Jun 2, 2023
food
-$35.27


Jun 2, 2023
AMEX
-$120.00


Jun 2, 2023
Subway tickets
-$19.50








Jun 1, 2023
Life Insurance
-$31.32
-$488.31
Jun 1, 2023
Payroll Deposit
PAIE/PAYROLL

$3,353.95