oct. 31
oct. 29
I’ve been waiting for a warm October
Since before you were born;
The kind with green leaves
And flowers
That makes the winter seem short
Come spring
I’ve been waiting for a real friend
Since Cynthia left
The kind that needs me
To tell them the truth
About everything
And Stephanie wants to know what I’ll
say once my mother is gone
Are there reasons I’m lonely
No one asks me for help
But I’d give it
If they
would only ask…
oct. 27
in the morning
I require silence
I rarely get it
I require silence
I require silence and a hot mug of
bitter Italian espresso;
I require silence and time alone for
my brain to slowly reboot
Providing I’ve slept enough
oct. 25
a magical
book arrived;
no one on facebook cared
some enemies are
on my side
there was only
full on pulpy orange juice
I’m learning the value of Fe
Albeit hesitantly
The mep
has never been blue;
He is blue
It’s 8:16 am
And crispy clean outside;
A tumultuous tummy and slanty eyes
Are propped up in bed
In a room that used to be blue
Deep inhales and exhales
To drive away nausea
oct. 20
forty-nine degrees
in the jet-streamed sunshine;
the heavy spoon
rotates annoyingly with each sip from the school I did not choose mug;
my eyes dart
from one number to another;
an
irreconcilable itch distracts my nose;
following many waking
nights with many waking numbers
the ringing in
my ears lingers
but my
shoulders are finally square,
my thoughts
confirmed,
and my motives
clear.
A bit of a fog has lifted
With absolutely no reason
Nothing has changed
Really
Nothing at all
But me
October 19
Feeding
marines on the weekend
oct. 16
darky winter
darky night
darky colder
darky flght
oct. 15
I’m writing in silence with no ftp
Like someone has corked me;
And I can’t keep quiet, o no no no no
The morning was shifted after trampolining
Into the late night
And I scan the house for an ftp out of
here
Sipping watery espresso from a large
blue mug
Which came
free with a 75 dollar donation to public television
Sometime in
the 1990s.
Indeed I used to watch tv
Indeed I used to watch public
American tv
Indeed I used to have lots of 75
dollars to give to them
For the sake of a large blue mug for
watery espresso
Sometimes I’m ashamed
Sometimes I’m proud
What I did for love.
oct. 13
Friday the thirteenth let’s move out
of funk
The man will be home soon
The pigs are clean and me too
A few more hours of clicktey clack
Sun shines
Fish swim
Later
The swiss
man is drunk in Dresden;
oct. 12
I am so angry
To have to be so very strong
For those
Who are so very weak
oct. 11
I have given myself away
To your service
The service of you
I’m a hard place and a rock
Crashing on your shore
The big screen fools me;
The cinematographer’s eyes are not
the real world
Or are they
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