october 31 2019              9:27 pm

a bit of a deja-vu heading into november 2019
and the gap i left behind since april will be known as the retail gap

october 30 2019              12:15pm

yes i still see the beauty
      not every day
but it's coming back
       and so am i.

i have made it over the hurdle: i know who i am:


october 29 2019

as a Swiss German man speaks pointedly into his phone
this Canadian  woman struggles, yet successfully, to type on a page and upload it to her ftp site
and once it's done, the frustration levels have burnt the desire, and the remnants of blood alcohol which inspired it
a large yawn ends an exhausting day, another exhausting day, but at least this one has a working ftp site and a geography lesson.