august pandemic mep
the absence of words on this page is unrelated
to a lack of words on my part.
it is largely related to the inability to speak
the only words i have are impossible to say
months of silence pass
as i scratch
even I, cannot read my own thoughts.
i guess working gives you something to do
even if there is nothing to do
summer closes in: the
world closes in:
little poots jumped o
summer closes in: the world closes
little poots jumped over here for
on a decision making day: moving
and wondering how much pleasure
life should actually have...
the words i can say
get smaller and smaller: evidenced here.
where is the world for me... the world where i
can speak my mind:
and i run thru what i can say to who and to
and it becomes more complicated
july 8 2020
july 7 2020
it's a non
woken body with a sore gut:
hours later this body works:
with cries of pain down the hall and in my intestines:
july 5 2020
out of yourself: you had convinced yourself where you came
but in fact with time, everything comes full circle:
will i come full circle
my theory says i will.
no credible voices in america
leads to chaos of truth
mayhem amongst people on the same side
and yes. i do feel bad for being an asshat once in a
i was naive for a long long time. and much of it was your
time to make the donuts but it's sunday.
july 3 2020
no where to speak; no where to complain; no secrets to
there is a wide world ; and me ;
sensors on twitter
july 2 2020
in the longer hours of the night
where my thoughts are long and thinning
i come up with patterns
which my day-self refuses to see
such as those three men, all kind and gentle,
after all these years, still liked me
still liked me
and now are all gone.
some people have to "make up" their life
because they don't really have one
they are living someone else's ...