you have to STOP.
stop.
stop.
stop.





document his theory:
post post post pandemic:
some are still struggling
some don't think about it
some move forward
some care
some don't.
yup.


june 19 uber


what do you do when … you fixed the whole yard to avoid poop but they will destroy it 
imagine if i made a list of everything ive done to take care of this property ? 
imagine that i told her everything nick didnt do ? 
imagine why i told her about the shit we broke ?and what nick did but she shit on me ?
all i did was send her a nice letter so we can move . 
she will go to hell.




hey.
what's up.
guess what's down?
everyone who lives upstairs in this building lol.
omfg, i feel so bad for the SIL, jesus fuck, he is actually nice.
i am SO sorry that your MIL is a bitch.
so sorry.


june 19.


















so here's the thing.

i have my own time for about 3 hours once every 3 months.

then, i think about the fact that i don't contact someone,
or that i should interact with someone.

they likely have this time several times a week.
lucky them.


june 18







flatlanders.
if i mention the hotel, no comments.
if i mention anything, no questions.
flatlanders.
Why This Diagram Matters
This classic visualization is widely used by physicists and mathematicians to explain how we, as 3D beings, might experience a 4D object (like a tesseract) passing through our own space. Just as a Flatlander only sees 2D cross-sections of a sphere, we would only see changing 3D cross-sections of a 4D object. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
To see this concept in motion and understand how Carl Sagan famously demonstrated the breakdown of dimensional barriers, watch this visualization:















just to document...
she never visits me.
i used to visit her all the time.
once i learned that she actually does not WANT to visit me,
i stopped.
why visit someone who doesn't want to visit you?
lol


i hope she reads this one day, well, after we are both gone

june 12



(nearly slept all night, nope, she woke me up)







the bottom line is,
that people who live in their "little" world
don't' deal with much.

none of them understand what i deal with.
they think my husband mows the lawn.
they assume my husband fills the car with gas.
they assume i have a house cleaner.
they have never rented an apartment.
meaning, they don't know much about life...


no  i do not know everything, ;laskdj;flkajs;dlkfj;asldkj
wish i didn't...



june 10





i put on this dress
and walked outside to show chloe and dawn

and my brain thought "HERE I AM"
and then my brain started singing

"Here I am Lord"




hereiam












hello.
friday.

slept shit.
fuck y'all.
shut the fuck up.

:) ha ha.

lunch.
friendly people at Atlantique...
very  very very POST POST post pandemic,
june 2026.
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yeah, montreal is shit
LOLLLLLL


june 5
2:42 pm
QUESTRADE.....

(i sold ARM today, ANDREA told me to sell it)
i think it was 88% up but
bought for 292 and sold for 391
isn't 88%  is it??
















lets hope i slept ok.
june 3

  nope.
lol






it is post
post
pandemic.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qarnzcRbPMk


all of a sudden,
i'm hearing songs that I haven't heard in decades.
and names i grew up hearing.
that i have forgotten about.

w.
t.
f.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qarnzcRbPMk


And I love you so.

june 1.