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april zoomed
in
march
28 2023
749
am
yikes
damaging wake up;
can't mention why
no more alcohol on weeknights
even a teeny tiny
march
27 2023
9:13
am
i
march
26 2023
10:10 am
i do feel bad for sensors, i honestly do
but i slept
and the BOLD coffee isn't too horrible
Sunday runday ucky rainday
Oka-day drive-a-day maybe see my mom--a-day
so sad to spy on someone you envy
so so so sad
i am sorry
more
BOOKED
they've honestly never looked
happy for me once
i'm slow
because of my choices
...
or maybe because
i know many of you hate me because i left him,
but let's see what you would have done
if you weren't a psychologist
march
25 2023
9:39 am
crazy dream (couldn't find the file i wanted to
share on teams and as i walked away the dude yelled that he
couldn't see me)(then chloe played)
i hunted and hunted and my screen kept showing
cartoons that i never watch over and over again
yes it's hard not to have friends
march
21 2023
8:41am
ALL BOOKED
now, not sure if i'm gonna have all the $$$$
but at least it's booked IF i do
march 20
2023
8:28a
not much creative here;
i could perhaps write my thoughts all day;
the first ones are difficult
well
all them are
and the keyboard is busticated;
and well she says i should spend my money on the wall
and all the things i say i can't afford
instead of vacation
but she's wrong;
it's not my house.
and it's not her money
depressing thoughts about possible narcisssism;
march
19 2023
10:24am
parade day
but you don't say
last asia day
but you don't say
it's pretty much over,
which well, is sad
but i guess i do know why
ya'll just a bunch of STs
who answer a hard phone;
perhaps suburbanites,
fixed rules,
i get it
i was there
i'm just not anymore
the rest of this life will be sad
but i am who i am
and i've never once done anything with malicious intent
just like you
march 14 2023
8:14am
snow day
city day
subway day
march 13 2023
8:04am
real boot removal day
dog scratches the door
delete
delete
delete
"it takes me 25 seconds to get up ad 25 seconds to sit
down and it's easier for you|
delete
march 6 2023
8:04am
boot removal day
ernie missed all this...
breaks me up
i guess many people just work.
day to day.
or maybe it's just me who doesn't have a friend since you
died.
i am sorry.
i did not want you to die
you did not want to die
i don't know how many time i say this a day
march 5 2023
10:17 am
even if i boasted and bragged
and self-aggrandized;
nothing would change;
perhaps they do hate me
perhaps my brain is empty because i did let i t all
out...
http://www.vif.com/users/louern/mep1296.htm
you see, if therapists tell you that everything you feel
is OK, then you become the center of the world.
like, what do you do when you
get to this point in life
they think they\re close but close for them ain't close for me
Yes, yes, don't forget, High School mentality
who said that, remind me, brain
i mean
it's OK if you haven't matured beyond high school mentality
but
not.
but that's the entire society we live in.
march 4 2023
9:00 am
i will provide examples
one by one
for my brain
to believe me
- offer condo, nope!
- no socks - fancy cord
- send pics
- no dinners
- change will
- 300 thousand dollars, no 1,000
i know you think i'm perfect
but i'm not
march 2 2023
6:00pm
one day i will say it all
in the meantime
...
you can fool people who think they are fooling you.
march 1 2023
2:58pm
wednesday white
rabbits; white day; but dark inside;
work is painfully boring and unclear;
no real structure; sad
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