some people still know all the people from their life.
some of us don't have many, just a few.
some people have none...









i do not want to have fake conversations 
i don’t want to have small chat 
i don’t want to say the same or hear the same thing over and over




march 12







i just realized!
i do not say "how are you" In the tiktok chat
why?
because it makes me feel fake.
i do not want anyone to see me being fake...


march 11






i'm so stupid sometimes lol
of course the gas fix guy assumes i have money LOL
there's a fancy boat in my garage LOLLL (facepalm)
i totally forgot lol



let's see what today will cost.

but honestly.
it's cray cray that i have money.
cray cray.
yes i spent alot but.
whatev er.




march 10



Why don't people who have no kids think they understand what having kids is?
Why do they never ever learn that they do not understand this.


remember.
not going back up north with the gang.
remember.
what did she say this morning that was so rude...?


march 9






6 tylenols since 6 pm.
clean car.
80 plus 50.


markets aint doing much.
WSP gonna go up to 300.
leave it there.


all Bills paid.even taxes up north.
;aslkdfj;lksdj


299 condo on coolbrook.



march 6 am.
my am is 10:12AM. lol.













no one messages me.
fuck ya'll.


lol.



march 5th.






it's march.
it's 7 degrees.

oratory.
alskdjf;laksjdf;lkajsdf;lkjasd;flkjads;lfkjads;lfkjas;dlfjkads;lfkjasdf;


6:11 pm.

march 4
asdf;lkajsd;flkjasd;lfkj;sadlkfj;sdlkfj











you see, the thing is,
that they don't care if you don't reply.
cause they don't care about much.





mar. 2




AND yes, she can feel bad about bothering me.
you decided to sell this building.
your problem.








march 1

costco bill

how much does lunch costscu?

where's my fucking bill


iogo -



oh yeah. dropped a glove.
fuck.
the only glove i like that i own.





i had one child because it was one thing i wanted to do. to experience. 
i did not have a child who would have a sibling.



austin said 
i don’t watch the news 
they only post what will make them money 
there could be a shooting downstairs but it won’t be on the news 

… the news isn’t about you lol
feb 28